it always comes at night

and wakes me up

can´t stand to live like this

always thinking that the nightmares

will go away

but the sad thing is

they never go away

what if i always

have to live with them

i don´t want this

what have i done to have this?!

i always have to live with it

it always will come back

every day, try to be happy

and not show it

but when i´m not in public

it comes and never goes away

i can´t go outdoors sometimes

cuz i can´t stand the pain

they have give me

moments of silence is what i need

i will quit singing,

playing happy when i´m not,

do everything out of normal.

cuz i can´t take it anymore..